If you manage to read through this.
- She Is-
a few words. creative.complex.complicated.artistic.a writer.a dreamer. a milkshake whore. etc etc.the girl who walks in the rain and smiles.
She fakes a smile with most but a rare few she has beam for her friends when she wants to truely.
She smiles at strangers.
She switches between first person and third which gets confusing.
She just screams confusion.
She is an ebay junkie.
i am lara
remember that name
i will do everything to make sure you dont forget it.
Even though you probably will.
from these key things.
the sights.the sounds.my touch.my fist in your face. only if you upset me oh oh my cherry kiss its all about me
howcooliam howdifferenthowspecialiamiamiam.
not listening.
To it start over now.
If you break my best friends heart i will make sure you take your fluids through a straw. clear?
I will coax you into a blender then hit liquidise.
I am inspired by everything the things you neglect forgetting. it matters to me.
I get my heart broken everysingle day because i fall in love with perfect strangers.
I heard its easier that way.
I am not in love with you sorry.
Walking at 3am in the morning with your headphones blaring withsomeone who cares is the fucking best ever.
Red lipstick is the best smudged.
Beauty is not six ten perfect body fake eyebrows dealwithit.
People are gonna backstab realise good friends you are just good friends. i dont do favourtism.
People who bitch.backstab. whatever read no futher or note me.actuallygoontakeastab.
You should realise half the things i wish for will never come true
but thats okay i will still make you nervous blowing kisses at strangers.
Im not with stupid anymore.because of the mistake but i still care.
i just cant wait until i can be with my bestfriends see them everyday love will tear us apart build us up oh you'll see.
I wish that person didnt make me so nervous.
I have crushes.deal with it.girls and boys.
I am amazed that i have such people in my life they make me in every way.
I make friends with strangers take a polaroid picture then run away.
Why dont you take a picture it'd last longer.
Im sarcastic all the time.
If you dont look both ways before you cross the street.run with scissors and talk to strangers i will talk to you.
i love dyeing my hair unnatural colours.
i love my real friends to death they know who they are.
i love my friend stef havent known her as long but shes just simply beautiful to me.
i will trust you until you give me reason not to i can read the signs you give off dontyoutrytofakeit.
i want to be a rockstar yet again another cliche but we cant help that.
i wish on stars sometimes.
i prefered it when gwen stefani was pre trying to make fruits fashion mainstream *sigh*poor gwen.
at gigs i am often found practically asleep unless its at central station
i look like shirley from garbage at times.apparently i have cherry lips. kiss me.kiss me.oh. i pout constantly.
If you think im pretty then thank you. if you think im ugly whats with the paying me so much attention.MOVEON.
I dont have many ex's.
I have realised that i actually like my neon pink nails and want to wear stars under my eyes on a regular basis.
i dont do breakfast.
i love it when stef gives me her mint chocolate frappincho mmm yummy.
I have had variety of hair and different styles dealwithit.
I dont want to grow up.
i love imperfection that turns into perfection
i love london as it has a contrast of quiet.
i want to ride the underground up and down with my real friends.
i want you to stop overanalysing.
i want you to start thinking about the little things that matter to you.
I love the friendships i have with mike and robyn and if your stupid go on try and break it apart and we will BREAK YOU YOU HEAR.
mike willamson would like my babies but sh its a secret ha ha.
If you mean something to me i probably have you on my wallpaper so i see you every morning and night.
i wish i was more interesting
i dont claim to be interesting
But if you want to read on
Go ahead
We've got nothing to lose right
i am the girl that sits in bookstores and actually READS for hours.
i am the girl who looks like shes attending raves but im not honest its just the way i dress at times.
i am the girl who wears way too much bright accessories
i am the girl that will drag you into stores.
i am the girl who gets close to the ones she loves.
i am the girl who you think isnt paying attention.
i am the girl who stops and stares back and giggles loudily.
i am an underwear ninja with stef the bra pirate.
I am probably by now in your eyes bisexual take the label off the heads of the masses we're just looking for love.
I get my heart broken.
i love the little things
i have ten pairs of shoes which are mostly converse
It takes me longer to get my accessories on than anything else.
And i want to live in japan
i can say one thing in japanese
"super kawaii* which means super cute but thats okay.
i love music its my oxygen i like all sorts it all depends on my mood yeah thats right.
i wish i lived with my real friends but im stuck in wales.
I want to be the girl at the record store who actually works there i do know my music and my films.
I memorise things scarily easily.
i love/hate the net.
i dress up in bright colours and would die if someone bought me a polaroid pink camera.
i gave my heart /bracelet to stef sosorry.
i am not scene
i am not different
i am not the same
i am a contradiction
I am not a faerie/princess
I want to be a pirate
I am the girl who eats popcorn loudily.
i am not special
i am not emo
i am not a skater either
I am a huge obsessive over japan and anime
i am not a goth
i am not a dyke
i am not straight
i am not growing up gracefully more outrageously
I have a friend called CJ and she truely understands me she makes me smile
I am not smiling for no reason
i am open minded thank you
I have to come to realise that this profile means fuck all.
I am going to play dress up
I say bring on march because its camden with the cj biznatch <3
I will trust you until you give me a reason not to,
First impressions count three seconds in and it decides everything.
When i get bored me and my friends buy bubbles
I want a tamagotchi and i want it pink kthanks
I want to be myself but certain moments i cant be.
I want to see if Julia from million dead still has the bracelet i gave her.
I want you to want me.
I paint my nails neon pink you hate it dont you.
I am the girl that dares to question everything.
I am the girl who takes her poetry book and mp3 player everywhere.
I will be your friend forever if you buy me the damn tamagotchi.
I am the girl whos described as a social butterfly.
I am the girl who stays up till 3am and then goes to the park.
I am that girl you love to hate.
I am not your doll.
I am the girl that daydreams most of her life away.
i am the girl who slowly completes her to do list
i am the girl that trys to face her fears
I sometimes have downdays where my colour washes away.dullemptyitsallgray.
i am the girl who poses for photos but does not believe she is beautiful.
I am the girl who your parents warned you about.
i am all the things you dont want to be.
i am the ideal/most hated person on this planet.
i like it that way
x
I have to come to realise that this profile means fuck all.