Lady Of The Flowers.

Glitter is bleeding from the corners of her baby blue eyes
I knew I was writing about someone when I was
Spellbound by a pearl white smile long lashes brushing against
Nearly faultless skin lips that twist only to pout out;
But wait are you seeing this as her real life or a mere picture?
The world inside isn't changing as her smile lights up the known-
Loathing what life has become for most.
She makes my world go dizzy as the colour spins
I never know where to stand  in this insanity she whispered the story
When she fell down that rabbit hole life was never the same
Looking to find herself find her place only for it to fade away.
Because she’s the one with the silver stars gleaming in hopeful dreaming eyes
“I'm the one they all know and admire they don't understand what it’s like to be the lady of the flowers.”

Words are spilling trickling like peaceful woodland fountains
Throw a pebble into the clear river see her reflection turn it cloudy limestone
Wish I could take her by the hand dance through the never ending leaves kissing then parting to only green,
Her favourite colour represents the jealousy envious of her they are.
Stare up at the ceiling and see a starburst
And try not to give it away what you just saw.
Its on the ceiling within your wake     
But listen to the words that are flowing like the calmest river is this what she said or is this what you heard of her?
The world she’s living in isn’t for her anymore her words tell the tales no one knows
When she sat at the table for afternoon tea it was the start of her adventures in a mislabelled wonderland
Because she’s the one with the words so intricate and delicate spoken by soft angel kissing lips
“I’m the one they all listen to but no one ever talks to me what its like to think like this lady of the flowers”


Smile is what is keeping her from crying shining like the beacons above the town tonight
The curtains are open and the frames from the windows are clean for now
Tapping on the windowsill impatiently but no one is there her reflection is crying no longer happy for her.
The camera is on her so she’s forced to smile if she’s lying to them then she can only be doing the same to herself.
The colour is draining from the world around her
Searches in desperation seek comfort in that blinding beauty one more time.
But hear the thousand voices hiding behind that smile is this is why she smiles or what she knows about herself?
There’s a world out there she heard someone once say when the lights are ever blinking they go away.
Because she’s the one with the true heartfelt smile delivered by a rare beauty
“I’m the one they all want to be joyful for but they don’t see behind my smile this lady lonely with her flowers”

Longing looks yet silence girl is staring through the glass panes
When you just want to pull your long blonde hair out
Kick and twist to shout and scream
When your hypnotic gaze is always on the world outside your window
You live each day and get up to start again
Before you know it turns into hours turns to days and weeks away
Watching the life and death of the girl waiting to be free for the moment
Hiding behind a smile a stare anything to keep her safe
Grainy and weathered a solemn picture of broken promises and thoughts best kept to yourself
Share them with the world inside yet again another night where you fail to sleep soundly
Its only a nightmare one day I’ll wake up from this you reassure your shaking self
In the mirror a thousand words shatter to rearrange to form that your the liar
Its no longer a dream how cruel can reality be,
"I heard them say there was a girl who only stared
Through the panes for hours crying dying waiting for someone to be there"
Rain Rain Rain please go away
Bring me someone who will take me outside with the daisy girl for another dancing day.
Because I’m the one they all want to be but they don’t know why I’m staring right through them waiting for her the lady awaiting her most beautiful flower”
They know her words and her unmistakable face
Lady of the flowers no longer here gone today.